Tuesday, December 1, 2009


I could remember it
as if it was yesterday...

Memories that you have always treasured
now vague and so distant
stripped by time's powerful passsage
now as you tried your hardest
and failed at your attempt,
realizing the truth
is a double-edged sword
cuts deep down your throat
straight to your heart...

A piece of my heart (written last Sept. 22,2008)

Though life seems hard
and even if everybody put you down
even if you are invisible to other people's eyes
even if you weep in pain
a prisoner within life
as if in a dark endless cage

like a feather in the wind
that follows the wind's free rhythm
liberate yourself from all the pain
be strong
pull yourself frm the endless sorrow
be a soldier
to face every blow
be a bird free to wonder
be a sun which shines through countless rain

most of all
feel free to express
be true to yourself

Raged soul (written last Sept.23,2008)

I feel lifeless
i feel numb
i feel only pain
constantly dwelling inside
i'm sensitive vulnerable and weak
like a dry leaf falling from a tree
drained away of all its life

i gave my all
sacrificed all life's pleasures
locked myself inside a cell
to toil for countles nights
i did it all,
all for just one purpose
yet in the end
i found
my all wasn't enough
turned into nothingness
all useless
a cloud of dreams it remained
all those nights
all are forgotten
burned into a memory
left to rot in time

all that is remained
a heart full of endless pain
a heart raged with sorrow and hate

'One Summer Morning"

Warm rays of summer seep through the glass
a gentle breeze runs relentlessly through an empty space
a soul writes an unfinished piece
on what his heart content
a heart thats filled with woes and pain, with sadness and lonliness
a silence that remained unbroken
a winter of storms
the dark sky now broken by the summer sun
signs of new life arise
and now, that heart
as cold as ice,
now has been given warmth and new life.

A blank canvas
Tarnished ceiling
my eyes gazed on whats above me
lying down
looking into deep space
staring staring
slowly getting caught in my own world
full of floating thoughts and dreams
i was wandering, wandering...
Looking for answers,
or it might be a purpose
i have opened so many doors
i've found so many things
but thats not what i'm looking for
and so i keep on searching
as i continue in my never ending journey

A never ending journey
countless encounters
a road u thought to lead somewhere
but lèft u running in circles

being lost with no where to go
is that to be considered a mistake
or there might be an option
always present
just hidden from our eyes
to go on or to give up
questions that inhabit the mind
along with a string of ifs and maybes
hindering a young heart


Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Bigbang's Let me hear your voice(jpop)

new jpop song from bigbang

Kpop performances ^__^

I just luv the choreography of this song...i love lachata but this is even better...
I wonder who is doing the choreography for F(x)'s songs....really awesOme!!!sugoii...

Yaaaaaay!!!!!!!!!Park Bom of 2ne1 solo performance...YOU and I
looooove the song....such a powerful voice...too bad she couldnt sing at her best in this performance. First she was sitting(that's a really hard position to sing) next she stands and walks...then does a choreo while singing....i wish that she didnt dance....i think the choreo doesnt fit the song...she should've sang it naturally...like a ballad....it would've looked better...


Monday, November 9, 2009

To Live than To Exist
As a person that I am
I am man
This body
This soul
Consists my existence

But a soul wouldn’t be complete
On existence alone
It has ideals, aspirations
Dreams, principles and goals

To live is man’s ultimate goal
To be human is what it is for
To be human is what to achieve

It is a lot more than just surviving
There’s pain, there’s sorrow
There’s mistake then comes failure
But I chose to live
Face fears
Triumph over weakness

Living is so much more
Than just being alive
It is a willingness to want
A wanting to strive

Strive to be free
Touch lives
Lend a helping hand
Console, appreciate, inspire, forgive
Free the hindered heart

Living is to feel
Feel happiness, love, sadness, hate, anger, even pain
Feeling, learning, experiencing these emotions
Warms the heart turned cold by existence

Hiding from the world
Contented with only existence
Will not bring you anywhere
But to a meaningless death

Living is to live your life to the fullest
Lucky we are of our existence
But fulfillment is not found in existence alone
Living towards fulfillment
The essence of being human